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Praising the lord in song and worship. Christ died and paid the price for your sins. You were bought with a price and are not your own. We can ignore that fact or accept it. “If anyone’s name was not found written in the book of life he was thrown into the lake of fire.” (Revelation 20:15). I'm a believer in Christ and I wrote some songs praising the lord. They are around and have been heard. Hope you can have a listen. Read the bible for yourselves and get to know the word of God. You were bought with a price and Christ paid that price.
When I found out he was not whom I thought he was but was real is when I realized who he was and his gospel. He said my sheep hear my voice and they listen to me. When you read the gospel and you get in touch with the written active word of God and you realize that so many people's lives were changed from this one man whom is the son of man and the savior than when you seek with your open mind & heart you MAY find out he is whom he said he was.