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I was called to be a pastor at the age of 16, but I refused to become one on the bases of my thought of not being a good pastor. Over the years of mistakes and many bad choices, led me to die on Easter Sunday of 2001. It was then I answered the calling of being a pastor.
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God's Amazing Grace
It's easy for us, looking around and seeing all the horrendous sin in
our culture and in our world, to think we're OK. It's easy for us to
look at the rampant sexual sin, the adultery, the moral free-fall our
culture seems to be in, the awful crimes like rape, murder,
sex-trafficking, even genocide, and think how much worse all these
sinners are than we are.
It's easy to look at the world, and note that according to some
research, there are 27 million people in the world in slavery today, a
very grievous sin to us and certainly to God and though this reality
grieves us, we think, I'd never do that.
After all, we're Christians. We're saved. We're not like that.
And in many ways, of course, that's true. We remember, too, why His
grace and mercy are so needed, so absolutely necessary, to each of us.
1 John 1:8-10 If we say that we have no sin, we are deceiving ourselves
and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, He is faithful and
righteous to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all
unrighteousness. If we say that we have not sinned, we make Him a liar
and His word is not in us.
Since I don't want to lie to you, I have to tell you this: I sin daily.
Oh, only a handful of people closest to me ever see the sins I commit,
because there are sins of attitude, habitual sins and sins of the
heart. But these sins are every bit as much as offense to a Holy God,
and are reason enough to condemn me to eternity in hell apart from
God's saving grace in Christ, every bit as much as those sins that I
read about in the paper, or see on television, and shake my head and
think "what a world we live in."
Of course, there are some reading this who have committed adultery.
Some of us have committed some grievous sins, or even visible sins. You
know, it seems to me that those who have experienced God's mercy in
sins such as these, sometimes have a greater understanding of God's
mercy than those of us who haven't.
I think that's because, if we've never committed one of the "big" sins,
one of those sins listed in one of Paul's many lists in several
different epistles, we have the tendency to think that somehow we're
more worthy, somehow we're better than those who have committed those
sins.
Many of us who is reading this have an amazing testimony of how we came
to Christ. Some of us were drug abusers, some committed crimes. Some of
us can talk of God's amazing grace from the standpoint of the awful
sins He has delivered us from.
1 Corinthians 6:9-10 (NIV) Do you not know that the wicked will not
inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived: Neither the sexually
immoral nor idolaters nor adulterers nor male prostitutes nor
homosexual offenders nor thieves nor the greedy nor drunkards nor
slanderers nor swindlers will inherit the kingdom of God.
When we read a passage like this, some of us can say God saved us from
these kinds of things. Others of us read this and think, not so much.
But even in a list like this, almost all of us can find ourselves. For
example, if we're honest, we've all been idolaters in one way, shape or
form. We may not be adulterers, prostitutes, thieves or drunkards. But
are we slanderers? Are we idolaters?
My testimony of my life doesn't include things like many of you can
claim. If anything mine would be worse than most when it comes to sin.
I don't speak much of where I come from to many people because I am not
proud of what I did, yet I use that testimony when it is
needed to those who needs to hear them and to only those kind of
people. As with your testimony, it will not work on anyone
but to those who needs to hear it.
I do love my wife and have never cheated on her. Never got in trouble
with the law, I've gotten only one warning ticket in almost
33 years of driving. I'm good with my children, I work hard
for a living. Pretty good by most people's standards of good.
Yet, our standing before God is not measured by the world's standards.
Inwardly, my righteousness is, as the Word tells us, like filthy rags.
My righteousness is absolutely worthless before God. Only Jesus'
righteousness is sufficient to bring me true righteousness, the kind
that God accepts, the kind measured by His holy standard.
That's part of the message in Jesus' parable of the repentant publican,
or tax-collector.
Luke 18:9-14 (NIV) To some who were confident of their own
righteousness and looked down on everybody else, Jesus told this
parable: "Two men went up to the temple to pray, one a Pharisee and the
other a tax collector. The Pharisee stood up and prayed about himself:
'God, I thank you that I am not like other men-robbers, evildoers,
adulterers or even like this tax collector. I fast twice a week and
give a tenth of all I get.' "But the tax collector stood at a distance.
He would not even look up to heaven, but beat his breast and said,
'God, have mercy on me, a sinner.' "I tell you that this man, rather
than the other, went home justified before God. For everyone who exalts
himself will be humbled, and he who humbles himself will be exalted."
Just because I've committed some really terrible, very
visible sin, and some of you reading this, have amazing testimonies of
the sins God has delivered you from. That doesn't mean we need to go
out and commit some of these sins that this Pharisee was thanking God
he didn't ever commit. Because the truth is, in a very real way, sin is
sin.
Yes there are certainly greater consequences to some sins. Yet, God's
standard of holiness is so much greater than any good things I can
claim in my life. We must recognize the sinfulness of sin. Any kind of
sin. Sin is so horrible, so heinous, that it took the blood of Jesus to
pay for these sins, and then His death, and then His resurrection, to
overcome sin's power of death, and give us eternal life.
It's possible to be externally, visibly, moral and good, yet still to
be sinful and unrighteous before God. It's also true that after we are
justified before God, after we have received the gift of grace in
Christ, after we're saved, we live a lifetime process of being
sanctified, or changed and transformed into His image. During that
lifetime process, even as the transformation progresses, we still sin,
and we still need God's forgiving grace and mercy.
Many of you have heard the story of John Newton. He's best known as the
composer of the great hymn Amazing Grace. The lyrics of that song,
which many of you sung many times, include the first verse, which says
"Amazing grace, how sweet the sound, that saved a wretch like me."
Wretch isn't a word you hear much these days. But you know what: I'm a
wretch. You're a wretch. A wretch is by definition: "a person of
despicable or base character." Some of you may still be offended
by this and I'm sorry, but God did change this man. It's too
bad it took awhile to make him realize that. God can change
the worst murderer if he or she comes to Christ. For example: If I told
you where I've been in my life, some of you would even be offended
right now of who I use to be, but I am no longer that person for I am
who I am today thanks to Jesus Christ.
John Newton called himself a wretch because he was a sinner like us,
but worse still, he was a slave ship captain. I've heard the story of
John Newton before, and when you hear his story, you think, wow, God
saved this man, delivered him from his sin, and changed him. And God
did in fact do this.
But did you know this? Newton served as a slave ship captain for about
10 years. 10 years of hauling human cargo to a life of slavery. But
most of those years of delivering slaves to their fate, about 7 years,
as nearly as I can figure in my research on this, most of those years
were after he was saved!
Newton traces his own conversion to a night when he survived a severe
storm at sea, and cried out for God's mercy.
Let me continue with the story, as told by Mark McMinn in Christianity
Today:
His blind eyes may have been opened on that dismal night, but not wide
enough. Upon his return to Liverpool, Newton promptly signed on as mate
of another ship and sailed to Africa, where the (new) Christian
traveled from village to village buying human beings and returning them
as cargo. He then sailed across the Atlantic, studying a Latin Bible in
his quarters as 200 slaves lay in the hull, shackled two by two,
squeezed into shelves like secondhand books. As many as a third died
during the long voyage across the ocean, and many more suffered serious
illnesses. When the ship arrived in Charleston, South Carolina, Newton
delivered these men, women, and children into a life of toil and
oppression while he sat in church services and took leisurely strolls
through fields and woods outside Charleston.
This article reports that in his journal, after he'd been converted, as
he still continued this dirty business of buying and selling slaves,
Newton wrote that being a slave ship captain was optimal for "promoting
the life of God in the soul."
How can this be? How can a person who's saved continue to be involved
in such a horrible sin, taking captive his fellow human beings and
facilitating their sale into a lifetime of slavery?
But, again if we're honest with ourselves, we must see ourselves in his
story.
John Newton fell short of God's desire for his life. Not forever. He
went on to become a minister of the gospel. He went on to write Amazing
Grace.
But the reality is that, for most of us, change comes slowly. Yes, we
may be delivered from some sins almost immediately.
Before I was a believer, I had quite the potty mouth. I could swear
like a sailor. Almost immediately after I came to Christ, that was gone.
But our experience is that, while God may illustrate His grace to us by
immediately delivering us from some sins, it takes our entire lifetime
to transform us into the image and likeness of Christ.
Many years later, after he had quit the slavery business, Newton wrote
these words in his great hymn.
"was blind, but now I see."
One of his friends recalled that he never spent a half hour with Newton
without hearing his remorse for trading slaves. It was always on his
mind, always reminding him of his need for God's grace. At the end of
his life Newton said to his friends,
"My memory is nearly gone; but I remember two things: That I am a great
sinner, and that Christ is a great Savior."
It's not that hard to see the sin in other people's lives. It's often
more difficult to see our own. If a man like John Newton can go for
years, as a follower of Christ no less, and not see this awful sin in
his life, don't we have to wonder what sin-blindness we have in
ourselves?
Quoting again from this article:
A robust finding from social science research is that most people think
they are better than others; more ethical, considerate,
industrious, cooperative, fair, and loyal. People think they obey the
Ten Commandments more consistently than others. One polling expert
noted, "It's the great contradiction: the average person believes he is
a better person than the average person." Sixteen centuries earlier
Augustine bemoaned: "[My] sin was all the more incurable because I did
not judge myself to be a sinner."
Theologians discuss the noetic effects of sin, meaning that our
intellect is dulled our eyes closed as a result of
living in a fallen state. In the narrow sense, it means we cannot
reason well enough to see our need for salvation unless God, in grace,
first reaches out to us. In a broader sense, it means our awareness of
sin is dulled in various ways by pride. Mark McMinn
So, where does this reality leave us? We have a couple of options. We
can be like the Pharisee, in the parable we just read, and thank God
that we're not like all those people in the world who are doing things
so much worse than we'll ever do.
Or we can come to the table of grace, where God is holding out to us
His forgiveness, His mercy, and admit we need it.
I need it.
We can come and say, "God be merciful to me, a sinner." This week,
let's remember what Jesus did, what was accomplished on the cross.
But let's remember why it was necessary.
You don't need grace or mercy if you're perfect. You don't need
forgiveness if you never sin. Jesus sacrificial gift of His precious
blood was necessary because we are sinners.
It's necessary for us to remember His body given for us. It's necessary
for us to remember His blood, shed for us. Because that's what it took
to remove the stain of sin from us, the sins we committed before we
were saved, the sins we've committed since then and the sins we'll
commit tomorrow.
As we sinners come to God, let's come with honesty, and humility and
repentance. That's how God would have us come to Him.
Isaiah 57:15 (NLT) The high and lofty one who lives in eternity, the
Holy One, says this: "I live in the high and holy place with those
whose spirits are contrite and humble. I restore the crushed spirit of
the humble and revive the courage of those with repentant hearts.
Isaiah 66:2 (NIV) This is the one I esteem: he who is humble and
contrite in spirit, and trembles at my word. And as Jesus told us in
the passage we read from Luke moments ago:
"For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, and he who humbles
himself will be exalted."
Lets approach Him with humility, and repentance, realizing
we bring nothing of worth to God.
Jesus didn't die for us because we are valuable; we are valuable
because Christ died for us.
our culture and in our world, to think we're OK. It's easy for us to
look at the rampant sexual sin, the adultery, the moral free-fall our
culture seems to be in, the awful crimes like rape, murder,
sex-trafficking, even genocide, and think how much worse all these
sinners are than we are.
It's easy to look at the world, and note that according to some
research, there are 27 million people in the world in slavery today, a
very grievous sin to us and certainly to God and though this reality
grieves us, we think, I'd never do that.
After all, we're Christians. We're saved. We're not like that.
And in many ways, of course, that's true. We remember, too, why His
grace and mercy are so needed, so absolutely necessary, to each of us.
1 John 1:8-10 If we say that we have no sin, we are deceiving ourselves
and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, He is faithful and
righteous to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all
unrighteousness. If we say that we have not sinned, we make Him a liar
and His word is not in us.
Since I don't want to lie to you, I have to tell you this: I sin daily.
Oh, only a handful of people closest to me ever see the sins I commit,
because there are sins of attitude, habitual sins and sins of the
heart. But these sins are every bit as much as offense to a Holy God,
and are reason enough to condemn me to eternity in hell apart from
God's saving grace in Christ, every bit as much as those sins that I
read about in the paper, or see on television, and shake my head and
think "what a world we live in."
Of course, there are some reading this who have committed adultery.
Some of us have committed some grievous sins, or even visible sins. You
know, it seems to me that those who have experienced God's mercy in
sins such as these, sometimes have a greater understanding of God's
mercy than those of us who haven't.
I think that's because, if we've never committed one of the "big" sins,
one of those sins listed in one of Paul's many lists in several
different epistles, we have the tendency to think that somehow we're
more worthy, somehow we're better than those who have committed those
sins.
Many of us who is reading this have an amazing testimony of how we came
to Christ. Some of us were drug abusers, some committed crimes. Some of
us can talk of God's amazing grace from the standpoint of the awful
sins He has delivered us from.
1 Corinthians 6:9-10 (NIV) Do you not know that the wicked will not
inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived: Neither the sexually
immoral nor idolaters nor adulterers nor male prostitutes nor
homosexual offenders nor thieves nor the greedy nor drunkards nor
slanderers nor swindlers will inherit the kingdom of God.
When we read a passage like this, some of us can say God saved us from
these kinds of things. Others of us read this and think, not so much.
But even in a list like this, almost all of us can find ourselves. For
example, if we're honest, we've all been idolaters in one way, shape or
form. We may not be adulterers, prostitutes, thieves or drunkards. But
are we slanderers? Are we idolaters?
My testimony of my life doesn't include things like many of you can
claim. If anything mine would be worse than most when it comes to sin.
I don't speak much of where I come from to many people because I am not
proud of what I did, yet I use that testimony when it is
needed to those who needs to hear them and to only those kind of
people. As with your testimony, it will not work on anyone
but to those who needs to hear it.
I do love my wife and have never cheated on her. Never got in trouble
with the law, I've gotten only one warning ticket in almost
33 years of driving. I'm good with my children, I work hard
for a living. Pretty good by most people's standards of good.
Yet, our standing before God is not measured by the world's standards.
Inwardly, my righteousness is, as the Word tells us, like filthy rags.
My righteousness is absolutely worthless before God. Only Jesus'
righteousness is sufficient to bring me true righteousness, the kind
that God accepts, the kind measured by His holy standard.
That's part of the message in Jesus' parable of the repentant publican,
or tax-collector.
Luke 18:9-14 (NIV) To some who were confident of their own
righteousness and looked down on everybody else, Jesus told this
parable: "Two men went up to the temple to pray, one a Pharisee and the
other a tax collector. The Pharisee stood up and prayed about himself:
'God, I thank you that I am not like other men-robbers, evildoers,
adulterers or even like this tax collector. I fast twice a week and
give a tenth of all I get.' "But the tax collector stood at a distance.
He would not even look up to heaven, but beat his breast and said,
'God, have mercy on me, a sinner.' "I tell you that this man, rather
than the other, went home justified before God. For everyone who exalts
himself will be humbled, and he who humbles himself will be exalted."
Just because I've committed some really terrible, very
visible sin, and some of you reading this, have amazing testimonies of
the sins God has delivered you from. That doesn't mean we need to go
out and commit some of these sins that this Pharisee was thanking God
he didn't ever commit. Because the truth is, in a very real way, sin is
sin.
Yes there are certainly greater consequences to some sins. Yet, God's
standard of holiness is so much greater than any good things I can
claim in my life. We must recognize the sinfulness of sin. Any kind of
sin. Sin is so horrible, so heinous, that it took the blood of Jesus to
pay for these sins, and then His death, and then His resurrection, to
overcome sin's power of death, and give us eternal life.
It's possible to be externally, visibly, moral and good, yet still to
be sinful and unrighteous before God. It's also true that after we are
justified before God, after we have received the gift of grace in
Christ, after we're saved, we live a lifetime process of being
sanctified, or changed and transformed into His image. During that
lifetime process, even as the transformation progresses, we still sin,
and we still need God's forgiving grace and mercy.
Many of you have heard the story of John Newton. He's best known as the
composer of the great hymn Amazing Grace. The lyrics of that song,
which many of you sung many times, include the first verse, which says
"Amazing grace, how sweet the sound, that saved a wretch like me."
Wretch isn't a word you hear much these days. But you know what: I'm a
wretch. You're a wretch. A wretch is by definition: "a person of
despicable or base character." Some of you may still be offended
by this and I'm sorry, but God did change this man. It's too
bad it took awhile to make him realize that. God can change
the worst murderer if he or she comes to Christ. For example: If I told
you where I've been in my life, some of you would even be offended
right now of who I use to be, but I am no longer that person for I am
who I am today thanks to Jesus Christ.
John Newton called himself a wretch because he was a sinner like us,
but worse still, he was a slave ship captain. I've heard the story of
John Newton before, and when you hear his story, you think, wow, God
saved this man, delivered him from his sin, and changed him. And God
did in fact do this.
But did you know this? Newton served as a slave ship captain for about
10 years. 10 years of hauling human cargo to a life of slavery. But
most of those years of delivering slaves to their fate, about 7 years,
as nearly as I can figure in my research on this, most of those years
were after he was saved!
Newton traces his own conversion to a night when he survived a severe
storm at sea, and cried out for God's mercy.
Let me continue with the story, as told by Mark McMinn in Christianity
Today:
His blind eyes may have been opened on that dismal night, but not wide
enough. Upon his return to Liverpool, Newton promptly signed on as mate
of another ship and sailed to Africa, where the (new) Christian
traveled from village to village buying human beings and returning them
as cargo. He then sailed across the Atlantic, studying a Latin Bible in
his quarters as 200 slaves lay in the hull, shackled two by two,
squeezed into shelves like secondhand books. As many as a third died
during the long voyage across the ocean, and many more suffered serious
illnesses. When the ship arrived in Charleston, South Carolina, Newton
delivered these men, women, and children into a life of toil and
oppression while he sat in church services and took leisurely strolls
through fields and woods outside Charleston.
This article reports that in his journal, after he'd been converted, as
he still continued this dirty business of buying and selling slaves,
Newton wrote that being a slave ship captain was optimal for "promoting
the life of God in the soul."
How can this be? How can a person who's saved continue to be involved
in such a horrible sin, taking captive his fellow human beings and
facilitating their sale into a lifetime of slavery?
But, again if we're honest with ourselves, we must see ourselves in his
story.
John Newton fell short of God's desire for his life. Not forever. He
went on to become a minister of the gospel. He went on to write Amazing
Grace.
But the reality is that, for most of us, change comes slowly. Yes, we
may be delivered from some sins almost immediately.
Before I was a believer, I had quite the potty mouth. I could swear
like a sailor. Almost immediately after I came to Christ, that was gone.
But our experience is that, while God may illustrate His grace to us by
immediately delivering us from some sins, it takes our entire lifetime
to transform us into the image and likeness of Christ.
Many years later, after he had quit the slavery business, Newton wrote
these words in his great hymn.
"was blind, but now I see."
One of his friends recalled that he never spent a half hour with Newton
without hearing his remorse for trading slaves. It was always on his
mind, always reminding him of his need for God's grace. At the end of
his life Newton said to his friends,
"My memory is nearly gone; but I remember two things: That I am a great
sinner, and that Christ is a great Savior."
It's not that hard to see the sin in other people's lives. It's often
more difficult to see our own. If a man like John Newton can go for
years, as a follower of Christ no less, and not see this awful sin in
his life, don't we have to wonder what sin-blindness we have in
ourselves?
Quoting again from this article:
A robust finding from social science research is that most people think
they are better than others; more ethical, considerate,
industrious, cooperative, fair, and loyal. People think they obey the
Ten Commandments more consistently than others. One polling expert
noted, "It's the great contradiction: the average person believes he is
a better person than the average person." Sixteen centuries earlier
Augustine bemoaned: "[My] sin was all the more incurable because I did
not judge myself to be a sinner."
Theologians discuss the noetic effects of sin, meaning that our
intellect is dulled our eyes closed as a result of
living in a fallen state. In the narrow sense, it means we cannot
reason well enough to see our need for salvation unless God, in grace,
first reaches out to us. In a broader sense, it means our awareness of
sin is dulled in various ways by pride. Mark McMinn
So, where does this reality leave us? We have a couple of options. We
can be like the Pharisee, in the parable we just read, and thank God
that we're not like all those people in the world who are doing things
so much worse than we'll ever do.
Or we can come to the table of grace, where God is holding out to us
His forgiveness, His mercy, and admit we need it.
I need it.
We can come and say, "God be merciful to me, a sinner." This week,
let's remember what Jesus did, what was accomplished on the cross.
But let's remember why it was necessary.
You don't need grace or mercy if you're perfect. You don't need
forgiveness if you never sin. Jesus sacrificial gift of His precious
blood was necessary because we are sinners.
It's necessary for us to remember His body given for us. It's necessary
for us to remember His blood, shed for us. Because that's what it took
to remove the stain of sin from us, the sins we committed before we
were saved, the sins we've committed since then and the sins we'll
commit tomorrow.
As we sinners come to God, let's come with honesty, and humility and
repentance. That's how God would have us come to Him.
Isaiah 57:15 (NLT) The high and lofty one who lives in eternity, the
Holy One, says this: "I live in the high and holy place with those
whose spirits are contrite and humble. I restore the crushed spirit of
the humble and revive the courage of those with repentant hearts.
Isaiah 66:2 (NIV) This is the one I esteem: he who is humble and
contrite in spirit, and trembles at my word. And as Jesus told us in
the passage we read from Luke moments ago:
"For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, and he who humbles
himself will be exalted."
Lets approach Him with humility, and repentance, realizing
we bring nothing of worth to God.
Jesus didn't die for us because we are valuable; we are valuable
because Christ died for us.
Well said Dan God Bless Jean
Well said Dan God Bless Jean