Cindy Tilkens-Jennings


GOD Said:  BEGIN AGAIN  That is why I am here.  To start again after years that brought me through Widowhood, A car accident that took years to recover from physically, but was a gift in this... I coded in the Knoxville Trauma Care Unit and came into the Presence of God's Holiness. After surgeries, and left with a de-gloved rt arm with bone overgrowth.  That means it will not straighten or bend more than 20 degrees and remains in a bent position, I am a richer person.  I broke my neck, back, replaced my rt cheek, fractured my skull to the point my rt ear canal closed permanently.  Two years later a brilliant surgeon in Oregon opened it and gave me back my hearing.  I have been through one storm after another for years.  Now I am about to embark on a biblical divorce I never wanted.  And I stand alone, physically.  But God is here.  And He said: Begin Again.  What I mess I seem to be, yet in my weakness, I was never stronger.  Christ is the vine, and I am a branch.  He feeds me the strength for each day.  I am preparing to go out, to sing, to tell my story, to encourage those who will listen in the Faith.  I am a servant of the Most High God.  He loves us with an incomprehensible Love.  And in Him, I can do all things through Christ Jesus who strengthens me.  I look forward to the good things He has coming.  For Jeremiah 29:11 says "For I know the plans I have for you says the Lord. They are plans for Good and not for evil to give you a Future and a Hope." My Hope is IN HIM.  All things are possible through Him.  Zephaniah 3:19-20  And I will deal severely with all who have oppressed you.  I will save the weak and helpless ones; I will bring together thoses who were chased away.  I will give glory and fame to my former exiles, wherever they have been mocked and shamed.  On that day I will gather you together and bring you home again.  I will give you a good name, a name of distinction, among all the nations of the earth, as I restore your fortunes before their very eyes.  I, the Lord, have spoken! Let me tell you that my heart and my will is to Glorify God, To point others back to Him, to tell my story that others might begin to trust in Him and believe in this incomprehensible Love of God.  It is a love our minds cannot even begin to fathom.  I am a sinner, saved by His Grace.  This Grace will help me to overcome my disabilities and Begin Again.  God wants each of us to Listen to the Holy Spirit and Obey Him.  Each of us has a gift.  Each of us has an assignment.  When we use our gift as God directs us to, when we obey God and begin to do the current assignment, God gets the Glory and people will run to Him.  And that pleases Him, because as I said, His Heart is: He would that none should perish.  We are His messengers.  People are lost and in misery. So many feel hopeless or are in rebellion.  Who will God use, if not us?


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In 2005 the day after Thanksgiving, I was widowed after a 28 year marriage.  The story is too long to tell here, but on March 24, 2007 God gave me this song after attending a Widow's Meeting for the new Widows at the Iris Vest Widow's Ministry Center. At that time it was strictly for women who were widows.  It has changed a lot since then, including widowers, and is located in Sevierville, TN. 

Isaiah 54 clearly makes the case that God is a husband to the Widow.  He is the husband referred to in this song.  This song not yet accomplished what is was supposed to do - Awaken an army of Christian Widows to Pray.  They will only press in more intensely when they realize how powerful their prayers are and how much God's Enemy, Satan, fears them dedicating themselves more to prayer and connecting to God.  They are God's Secret Weapon and their prayers of 'Mustard Seed Faith' will move mountains.

The Widow Prays

By Cindy Tilkens   Written March 24, 2007


The Husband of the one who sits alone

Is Creator of the Universe who knows

His Widow who ‘s been overlooked by all’

Is precious in his eyes because She hears Her Husband call


She prays into the night to heal their pain

God hears her cry for others to be changed

The Widow prays, The Widow prays, The will of God.


The World is blind to all these precious Jewels

God’s enemy knows they are mighty Weapons He Can Use

He Fears they’ll find their calling and their Song

Connected to the heart of God and Army that is Strong

The Widow Prays, The Widow Prays, The heart of God.


Her husband always hears his Widow’s Cry

She lives to pray the Will of God- God’s Love becomes her life

Her hand creates a work that she can sell

To build an Orphanage so children can be safe and well


They watch the Love of many growing cold….

As Jesus prophesied and all the people have been told

As Lighting flashes from the East to West

They’re praying for His Coming and They’re praying for his best

The Widow’s Pray, The Widow’s Pray, And Mountains Move


The Harvest of the Souls across the Land

Is Called in by these Widow’s who are moving God’s Own Hand

She Prays the Will Of Heaven- It’s her cry

A brave and fearless warrior who has looked death in the eye

The Widow Prays, The Widow Prays, The Will of God

The Widow Prays, The Widow Prays, The Heart of God,

The Widow’s Pray, The Widow’s Pray, And Mountains move-

The Will of God, The Will of God, The Will of God,

The Will of God,  The Widow Prays





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